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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Argh!I hate myself! Why am i crying now?! I don't even know why la. I suddenly cry so much. I just want to let out everything inside me. Sad. I think i'm falling sick. I don't want type lerr, bb. )':

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Arggh! I don't know what's wrong with me these days! Sometimes so throw tantrums, sometimes feel as if i'm all alone in this world. Haih. Today during music almost cried somemore. What is happening!? And Joel.. why do i sometimes think that you don't love me anymore, though i know that you still do.. So frustrating! Ugh! Sometimes i feel so reserved. Adrian.. i don't know what you are thinking but... you act as if you hate me despite saying all those things. I really don't know if i should still treat you as a friend or not. If i have hurt anyone, please try to forgive me.. I'm stating facts.. ): My life is being destroyed in my own hands.

Thursday, September 06, 2007

I've been badly insulted by that guy. Sad. Never thought this would happen to me. ): I'm just so innocent, why am i their target?! I didn't do anything unforgivable, why me?! Waa...I hate myself! Why didn't I stand up for myself then? Why didn't I look back? Arggh! I already sensed something was wrong! Really regret it now... =(

Saturday, September 01, 2007

BORING BORING BORING!!! Arggh, i miss school! why are there holidays in the first place?! 1 week only so bored lerr, what about the end-of-year holidays!? 2 months! ahhhhhh!! feel like a prisoner at home. x(( P.O.H.!! Ugh, irritating leh holidays. Wish that I can just go in and out of the house freely. I'd rather go to school la, at least have some "entertainment", also known as irritation, from the boys. Arrgh. Let me tell you how holidays should be spent.
12.00p.m. Wake up time!! *ring ring ring* LOL
12.15p.m. Still on bed
12.30p.m. Waken up, but still lying on bed. x((
12.45p.m. Get out of bed and brush teeth/splash cold water on face to wake up.
12.55p.m. Sit on sofa wait for breakfast (or brunch).
1.00p.m. Have breakfast (or brunch). Mmmnn! (Sometimes eeeeee)
1.30p.m. Lie on sofa again. Lazy to bathe. Maybe toilet occupied.
2.00p.m. Fast asleep on sofa. zzZ
2.45p.m. Maid woke you up and you went to bathe.
3.05p.m. Bathe finish already, spent time drying/combing hair.
3.30p.m. Go crazy over missing school, maybe over someone. (: *scream/whine*(high-pitched)
4.30p.m. Chat on phone. Who - You decide yourself.
5.30p.m. Still chatting.
6.00p.m. Put down phone. Lie on bed again, with soft toys all around you. =D Play with them at the same time.
6.45p.m. Go to dining room wait for dinner. Stare into space and think of sweet memories. Wahha! Like.. (a date?) jkjk.. =P
7.00p.m. STOP DREAMING!! Eating time. TV time also. x))
8.00p.m. Finish dinner and continue watching television.
9.00p.m. Fruit served, eyes still glued on TV.
10.00p.m. Off TV in dining room, go into bedroom watch again. (more comfortable) :D
11.00p.m. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Nice timetable? ahha! That's sort of crazy, but sometimes it's nice to relax like that. :P


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