'LALALAAAAAASZXC !

Sunday, February 28, 2010

"Love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will produce love in the loved person. Love is an act of faith, and whoever is of little faith is also of little love."

*winks*

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Teacher Vivienne ftw !
your electone lessons are the best ♥.

Friday, February 26, 2010

i've felt so worried , so frantic over what happened yesterday night .
t the extent that i had difficulty sleeping for 3 hours .
but it has all finally came t an end .
i'm really glad that i've got such a lovely sweetie .
and i will endure whatever's ahead ,
just for you .

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

life is just so unfair .

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i'm trying really hard t manage my time well between studies and D .
but it just seems that everything gets in the way .
seriously , i need more than 24hours a day .
give me like 28hours , that'll be nice . :D
hahah .

& i recently found out that Dining Etiquette's around the corner !
not really that close , but maybe around a big corner . -.-
i don't really feel anything for it cause D's not gonna be there .
if only he was , i would really go crazy and jumping for joy .
but too bad that's not ever gonna happen . ):

btw , i love munchy's oat krunch .
3 cookies - that's my lunch for the day . :/

off t bathe and change outta this stinky uniform ~

Monday, February 22, 2010

what now ?
i'm back all alone in this quiet house .
almost broke down when i talked t you earlier on .
you don't seem t care anymore .
i see other couples happily tgether .
but whenever i think of us ,
i'll just plunge into a state of emptiness .
i read through your text messages few months back .
and realised that you're not the same anymore .
i've evaluated what our r/s means
and i've came t the conclusion that are you even my boyf. ?
do you even know the definition of a boyf. ?
i'm trying really hard t escape living in denial .
i keep telling myself that you really love me .
but your actions just don't tally with those three words .
perhaps i should just give up .

Saturday, February 20, 2010

been getting headaches every now and then .
don'tk why .

teacher vivienne is not gonna teach us from next month onwards
so uber sad right now . ):
& my sis say's that the new teacher is ugly and short .
plus yz says he wants t quit .
i think class is gonna be freaking boring w/o him .
ah crap crap .
what now ?

darren's out for a movie right now .
so guess how am i feeling .
.
.
.
yes , i'm feeling so moodless .
so moodless that i wrote another diary entry after what seems like eternity .
think i'll be continuing writing all my thoughts later .
got tons of them .
i just don'tk how t break it t him .
(i just hope you wouldn't read this).

going for dinner at granduncle's place tnight .
what am i going t do there ?
most probably stare at the neighbour's dog again .
i know , i've got no life .

and if you're wondering ,
i don't plan t add colours t this post cause my life is currently grayscale . )':

Friday, February 19, 2010

we can overcome all sorts of difficulties ,
as long as love is present .

Thursday, February 18, 2010

here are the overdue pictures for CNY few days back !

this year's CNY wasn't as good as the previous years .
not because of the amount of red packets i received ,
but because our family didn't really get together cause our schedules couldn't meet sadly . ):

but anw , i enjoyed the 3 days of holidays ! (:

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let me share with you about tday .
went off t AMK hub with wendi and secreneeeee !
like finally in year 2010 ! :D
had pepper lunch and then went shopping .
secrene left early cause she had training leaving wendi and i alone .
we bought rings !
yes , i bought two rings .
i have no idea why i bought a paired ring but i just like it so much . :D
heheheh .
yes and wendi bought earrings too .

then i went off t meet darren at j8 !
omg , i finally seen him after so longgggggg . ((:
looking at him just makes me feel so happy .
so happy that i've forgotten everything i've been worried about .
aaah i love him so much . ;')

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

oh yes , i fell in love in an instant when i saw this guy:

so i have t tell the whole world that Percy Jackson, as known as Logan Lerman, is freaking hawwwttttt !

it was a smile but not anymore .
it really hit me that you are no longer the same .
after what everyone tells me ,
i still don't want t lose you .
i really want t carry on like how we used t be .
seriously , what am i supposed t do now .
i miss you so much .

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Valentines' Day isn't so great after all .

Tuesday, February 09, 2010

yay i am happy now cause i've done darren's valentines' day card ! ((:
but i'm not really satisfied with it cause i made so many freaking mistakes . :/
oh crap , sorry cherie ! ):

okay i've got no time t chat with you , blog .
tmorrow's chemistry SPA and i've still got a huge order of cookies t meet . :S
plus , i have t prepare for valentines' day and CNY !
ahhahhaha , thinking of it makes me soooooooo excited now ~ :D

Monday, February 08, 2010

i passed biology .
can you believe it ?
I.PASSED.BIOLOGY. ! D:

& i got like uber high for emath .
hahahaah , it totally made my day ~
:D

oh yeah , i'm finally going out with secrene and wendi tmorrow .
like FINALLY after so many monnnttthhhhssss . :S
we're going shopping for valentines' day gifts tgether !
(i'm thankful that zion zone is cancelled)
OOPS , i think i said something wrong . :O
eheheh .

but anw , we stayed back t decorate the class tday .
what d'you think we did ?
put banners , added colours t the white-with-many-shoeprints wall ?
HAHAH .
there is barely any difference when you guys go back tmorrow .
LOL LOL !

i hope that mummy would let me out this saturday .
i'm missing darren so much .
i haven't seen him for 9 days & it's making me go crazy .
i wanna have a really sweet valentines' day with him (L) .

Saturday, February 06, 2010

what happened tday ?

teacher says were going t change electone teacher next month .
now everyone feels like quitting . ):

and i baked 15 boxes of cookies tday .
and i feel so exhausted now .
need s.t.r.e.n.g.t.h ! :S

D , i feel that we're drifting apart .
it makes me feel so insecure . :'(
i pray that nothing would affect our love alright ?

Wednesday, February 03, 2010

one more paper t go ! :D
then hopefully i'll be able t go valentines' shopping this friday with wendi and secrene . ((:
but i'm afraid my dad wouldn't allow , cause i've t stay home and bake . :S
people would think baking is such a leisure thing t do .
but not when you have 55 orders of cookies .
55cookies x 38/box = 2090 cookies
OMG , i wish i had a labour force working for me .
LOL .

Tuesday, February 02, 2010

happy 3rd month sweetheart ! (K)

it's always you who gives me courage .
because you are my one and only ♥.